I broke myself waiting too long to deal with abandonment issues, spending way too much time in public restrooms producing tear-soaked tissues. I broke myself spending hours looking out the windows, waiting for him to come home, wondering if he knows... that I don't have my mom and I need my daddy here. I had … Continue reading …On The Potter’s Wheel 3
Tag: mental health
…On The Potter’s Wheel 2
I did not want to write from a broken place, but I knew writing would help me release the burdensome pain and heal... Right now, my focus is on healing, and I'm fully committed to that, no matter the thoughts and opinions of others. Maybe that's why I saw him today...and her. God knew I … Continue reading …On The Potter’s Wheel 2
…On The Potter’s Wheel 1
I broke myself in trying to help and fix everyone else. I broke myself trying to build perfection in myself and in others. I broke myself trying to make my family and myself fit the mold. I broke myself in unrealized expectations inspired by unfair and unrealistic comparisons. I broke myself in failing to separate … Continue reading …On The Potter’s Wheel 1
…In Relationship v. Religion
In my mind's eye, I was standing in what would have been a meadow had it any grass, flowers, or other signs of life. The ground was nothing but the darkest of brownish, black dirt. There was nothing else there, and I thought it barren and dark. It represented all of my unfulfilled, seemingly impossible … Continue reading …In Relationship v. Religion
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