I broke myself waiting too long to deal with abandonment issues, spending way too much time in public restrooms producing tear-soaked tissues. I broke myself spending hours looking out the windows, waiting for him to come home, wondering if he knows... that I don't have my mom and I need my daddy here. I had … Continue reading …On The Potter’s Wheel 3
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…In Relationship v. Religion
In my mind's eye, I was standing in what would have been a meadow had it any grass, flowers, or other signs of life. The ground was nothing but the darkest of brownish, black dirt. There was nothing else there, and I thought it barren and dark. It represented all of my unfulfilled, seemingly impossible … Continue reading …In Relationship v. Religion
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